Really? Do leaders who apologize for their mistakes become the Charlie Brown of the office? Do jerkies make better leaders? The Harvard Biz Journal reported last year that it is likely true. They asked,
“Can you have respect and power? We (the HBJ) found that it’s hard to gain both”.
In addition they said, “Decisions about high-level promotions most often center on perceptions of power, not of fairness”.
Maybe so. I was given some feedback from an ex-employee of mine. In this constructive criticism he/she told me that at times when I would make a quick reactive decision it could come across as over-reactive. I know you are shocked.
There is truth to this. As with every human being, amidst a wealth of great qualities lurks some not-so-great ones. This is a not-so-great one I am aware of and work on. Since this is something I am aware of, 98% of the time I’m in control of this. 2% of the time my instinct takes over and I slip. When this 2% hits, after I think about it for the while, realize I spoke too soon and fall on my sword…
And I apologize. I typically think this is the right and fair thing to do.
So get this. I got the drift from the feedback that this apology made me look weaker in the eyes of the recipient than if I did not apologize. By focusing more attention to the issue through the apology, I may have shot myself in the foot on the respect thing. The apology may have even appeared to make me look guilty of something. At least that is how the feedback came across to me. The scales tipped me over into the realm of Charlie Brown-ness.
So I thought about it.
- I have decided I will continue to apologize if I do something wrong. It is simply the right thing to do.
- I will not over-apologize for little things. Take the good with the bad.
- I will get out of the habit of automatically saying “I’m sorry” for every little thing. Sometimes it is an automatic response. This is similar to when asked “how are you doing?, and you automatically say “GREAT!”
- I’ll forgo a promotion granted me by being a jerk. I’ll let someone else be the jerk.
- Trust is built if leaders admit faults. Building trust builds engagement. Engagement leads to organizational success. I’m happy admitting faults.
Disclaimer: This is how I perceived the feedback. It doesn’t mean this was their intent (which is a whole other blogpost). I really want and need this kind of feedback. But good food for thought anyway.